I have always wanted to love and to play.

Some people want to be things, like a specific job or role; a wife, a father, a doctor, a best friend. Though these desires have moved through at times none have stayed in the way the deep undercurrent of desire to love does.

I remember a friend asking, one New Year’s Eve, many years ago, when I was between jobs and purposes but genuinely happy. ‘What is it you want to do?’.

It was beautiful to be asked and without thought, in one of the most honest, unfiltered moments of my life to that point, I replied ‘I just want to love people, I just don’t know how that’s a job.’

Since that time I have had explored many ways to love and to support myself.

For many years I was a performer; street theatre and circus, where I got to travel and go and meet people where they were and play, to create with others and offer upliftment, prescence, beauty and humour.

For nearly 9 years I was a Giggle Doctor, working in UK hospitals in highly sensitive situations offering love, freedom in the moment and all the same things I had brought in other performances.

I also studied many healing arts; Breathwork, reiki, shamanism, authentic communication and coaching.

Worked as a coach and a ‘healer’ at different times.

All an exploration of truth, love and how to create more joy in the world.I’ve had a keen interest in nutrition and natural healing for years since leaning into receiving information from plants, after a particularly vivid and unexpected moment with a rosehip.

What I found in all these pursuits was that it was the same themes I was drawn to; transformation, greater alignment of the individual with more of themselves and the purity of love being given space to move.

It also became apparent to me that the strong intuitive knowing I had had since I was a child and a deep connection to all of life were gifts to be shared…when I leaned into allowing myself to speak from that place with others, that is when the brightest most ‘magical’ of things happened.

So, now I use all of my multidimensional self, spaces held intentionally for the highest alignment of individuals or groups.

I have been many things.

And …

I am no fixed thing.

…

And neither are you.

With love
Nixi